affirmations, drawings, creatures [there was a woman so ecstatic her belly was clear and you could see inside it and there were babies in there]

i have found myself recently drawing lots of doodles with babies inside bellies;;; i kind of can't stop. it makes me realize how much i yearn for next baby, if ever there is to be one. not very soon--if ever there will be one--but o, not very soon.

it's okay. here we have winter going on. last night i listened to the show on "being" called "the soul in depression". . . i am going through lots of self-helpy steps towards getting out of mine. it is working! here are some of the results of some of the steps i've been going through--